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Mon, May. 24th, 2004, 09:59 pm

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Mon, May. 24th, 2004, 07:44 pm

I went to Gwen's graduation party. It was fun to see everyone again.
I went to punk rock prom. The boy was out of town. Drew was my date.

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<P><FONT face=Verdana color=#000000 size=2>Friday-<BR>I went to Gwen's graduation party. It was fun to see everyone again.<BR>I went to punk rock prom. The boy was out of town. Drew was my date.<BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628500.jpg" <BR> <BR>The Elainas.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628512.jpg" <BR> <BR>The local scene.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628518.jpg" <BR> <BR>Tattoo Steve with FTW on his inner lip.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628528.jpg"> <BR>The boys.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628576.jpg" <BR> and yes, she's really peeing. she got sexy with it.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628581.jpg" <BR> <BR>we are wayyyy toooo cute.<BR><BR><IMG src="http://pic5.picturetrail.com/VOL91/2062529/3999107/54628585.jpg"> <BR>Her and her boy.<BR><BR>Saturday-<BR>Worked allll day. Then he showed up and we left.Hung out with him. We went to the dog park then to the regular park with my dog. Back to my house to watch some tube and talk. We fell asleep and I took him to Rusty's around 2 am. <BR><BR>Sunday-<BR>Worked allllll day. I thought that it would never end. Went to the PTH show and it rocked as always. Christina was there which made it even cooler. Afterwards he and I, Colin and Nicki, Rusty and Christina went to get some food at IHOP. I ate french toast faster than what should be healthy. I got home at 2 am.<BR><BR>Monday-<BR>Woke up early. Went to Worlds of Fun. Rode roller coasters with my dad. Got sunburnt a bit but not like my dad. He's alll read like whoa. Slept on the ride home. Got a call from him saying he was here. Which made me stoked. I also tried apple dippers from McDonald's and they fucking rock.<BR><BR>PS. We have 3 storms coming in at us. It's getting really bad. There is no movement outside my house. The wind is still and apparently the storms are awful and we're going to have tornados. I wish I could get a hold of him. <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 align=right border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD>&nbsp;</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE></FONT></P>

Thu, May. 20th, 2004, 09:04 pm

if you leave Jr High style notes annoymously, you do not deserve my time or attention therefore you can no longer leave notes on my journal. if you can't say it to my face you don't deserve to say anything to me.

Thu, May. 20th, 2004, 08:36 pm
in the crash of new york city

Went to the dog park with my boy. After we ate Quizno's. the food there is sex. Gave my dog a bath and now I'm waiting for band practice to be over. It seems like as soon as he comes, he goes. They're going to be out of town for a long time in the begining of June. It just sucks that he doens't have a phone or a dependable ride. So he just has to go with the flow. It's not his fault that he's in a band that people like and they want to travel. I'm happy for him. I'd never ask him to quit. It just sucks that he has to go away. I know he loves it and it makes him happy. Anything that makes his life better, makes mine. Aww that's gushy.

I start my second job tomorrow. I think I'll like it better than Target.Not that Target is bad. I just work long hours. I work allll day Saturday or Sunday. The money won't be bad.

I got into a fight with Kristie today. Which is strange it's usually Ali I fight with. Ali and I are getting along really well. Which is good for me, because we were friends before I moved in and it was important to me that we stay friends. Kristie's mad because I took my things home. Well, I don't live there and I can't live my life for her. She said I took them at an inconvienant time. Well, maybe it's bad for her but this was a great time for me. Since they're my things and it's my life, and a good time for me, I had to. It's dumb to ask someone to leave something after they move out because it helps you. It's selfish of her to want to use all of my stuff and never consider using her own. She has her own lap top. I had to buy a modem when I moved out. It was expensive but I had to do it. She was complaining about having to take the TV out of her room and share her stuff. I asked why it was ok to share my stuff but not hers. She couldn't come up with a good answer. I told her she was being unreasonable and irrational. She just cussed and yelled. Very mature. I, was very proud of myself, and didn't curse or yell at her. Not even a threat to beat her up. Not really my nature. I'm doing a lot better at starting conversations and not being shy. For some reason, certain people intimidate me. It's lame but I'm gettin gmuch more comfortable.

I am officially living back in Topeka. If you have the digits, you should call me. If you don't you can IM me at xifeellame or xmediumxcorex

hit it up bia.

Thu, May. 20th, 2004, 02:21 pm

Wed, May. 12th, 2004, 10:33 am

Today is my last day of classes and I couldn't be happier. I will be attending comp2 for the last day until we have some stupid waste o fmy time final. I'm only a bit nervous about my Ethics final. I think it'll be hard. I'm study for the quiz today. A quiz on the last day of class. How lame.

I don't work again until Saturday. Which is also colin and nicki's party. I'm going to bring my camera. I think tonight I'll hang out with Danielle or Josh.

ps. I don't know what I did to get a boy so great, but it must have been something so good.

Tue, May. 11th, 2004, 02:36 pm


cutest girl to ever live.

Tue, May. 11th, 2004, 01:28 pm

Today it's nice and perfect outside. My roommates have on the air conditioner and it's freezing. Man I'm glad my stuff is out in a week and a half and I'm done living here. I want to have my computer at home. I want to be able to take a bunch of pictures and post them. I'm just waiting for him to get off work so we can go and do what it is that we do best. Maybe I'll go and get some lunch.

Mon, May. 10th, 2004, 10:42 am

Today is rainy and I just want to go and be with the boy. I must must must go to my classes. I have only two classes today. then a full day on Wednesday then I have finals next Monday. My finals shouldn't be too hard except in my ethics class. I will memorize my ethics book in an effort to get a good grade. My teacher grades really hard so I'll have to study and take my time.

My new job isn't soo bad. I work long hours and long weekends but I don't really mind. I have an interview on Thursday to be a keyholder and that just might pay more.

My boy is dreamy and I can't wait to see him tonight. I haven't taken my medicine today and I feel a little down. But somehow I'm still full of energy.

My paintball bruises from Friday night with Josh are healing nicely. I'm excited to see Jaime next hour, and I hope she picked up Gracie.

Thu, May. 6th, 2004, 01:22 pm
today im sleeping in.

Today I will also be getting white stripes tickets. I couldn't be happier about it. I'm excited to get all my shit in my room in topeka. the apartment is trashed but whatever not realy my problem.

tomorrow im going to play some paint ball and it'll rock. i've been having strange dreams lately about people i know.

i will also make dinner for my boyfriend tonight. I'm going to take some pictures and finally do a picture update and change my icons.

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